Hello Once Again

Hello!

I've decided to no longer continue this blog...I haven't updated since Thanksgiving?
I don't exactly remember when my last update was.

Anyway, if any of you viewers in Canada or Russia or South Korea or wherever you may be (even in the States) want me to continue, I will, just post a comment.
But if you don't, as I surely do think you stumbled upon this blog and did not continue reading it daily or weekly, then I would be fine. I'll consider deleting this blog over break in two weeks.

I certainly do think this blog was a terrible was of my time, but it's no worse than facebook, twitter, youtube, or any other social media website. At least I got a tad better at writing (I'd like to think).

Anyway, just leave a comment if you'd like me to continue! I will certainly understand if you don't want me to.

It was nice while it lasted. It's good to know I tried to follow some order the first semester of college. This semester has been complete chaos.

Goodbye! :)

Randoms...

1. i'm just waiting until i think of something worth millions so i can drop out of college and have fun.


2. i'm waiting for the moment in my life when i can honestly answer no to the question "if you could do it all over again, would you change anything?" 


last time i tried something new?  - aside from the courses i'm in, actually attempting to do something new, probably over the summer -> surfing...


http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1c46Bs/www.marcandangel.com/2010/03/29/25-beautifully-illustrated-thought-provoking-questions/

fuck, i should do something...
i hate these realizations.
i never change anything
after i say i should.

CHRISTMAS TIME IS HERE!

hey!
i haven't blogged in quite a while
but i don't mind
well, i sort of do
but it's not like i write anything different each time
finals are this thurs (considered a final, but really  just a test...), 2 papers mon, tests: tues, wed
work thurs
leave fri at 230 am
should be hectic, but i'll live through it

got back from a capella christmas carol concert
it was good
i know a few people in the groups
i remembered that one of my favorite songs is O Come All Ye Faithful
but it has to have the latin verses in the middle!
i think we sing it at the end of every christmas mass
or at the beginning, pretty sure it's the end though
it's so nice

oh i had a really weird dream last night.
where catherine had a baby, but she thought it was ugly, so i ended up taking care of it
there was more to the story, but i don't want to write it all.
it was weird because we were either this age or 20, not sure why i can't remember which one....

oh so i'm pretty much not sure if i'm excited or sad about leaving
i don't like counting down because that means i'm closer to finals and leaving friends
but then i like counting because i'm closer to going home and seeing jared and graham and hannah and catherine and jamie and sonya and rachel and curie and everyone...

hmm what i want to do when i get back:
make christmas decorations!
make cookies!
make holy fuck make the fucking awesome snowflake paper things the grad assistant made in my hall
(she just walked by with them)
decorate the tree :)
take a picture with santa
buy and wrap gifts :)
listen to christmas music!
decorate the house
watch classic christmas movies:
1. garfield christmas
2. how the grinch stole christmas original
3. it's a wondeful life
4. elf
i cna't think of more
i would say a christmas story...but i'm sick of it and i know it's inevitable (a day marathon on tbs every year...)

umm that's about it
i have to study for my quiz tomorrow :(
always a quiz
always
oh! i don't know if i ever wrote this
but next semester i'm taking
1. seminar (required, did not pick)
2. statistics (the economics one- there's a bunch of different stats classes here, as, i think, there are at other colleges)
3. intro to accounting
4. intro to philosophy (required philosophy class, only freshman can take it, it's the easiest philosophy class, not to say that it is easy...apparently it's beyond impossible to get an A...)

yup, that's it
oh i also like the song
well it goes "and this christmas will be a very special christmas for me"
yeah. it's nice, i forgot about it too, until today.

we have a dorm decorating contest so the basement of our dorm is being decorated right now.
we raised $300 for the decorations...crazy
i didn't donate anything...whoops?

anyway, have a good finals week and rest of semester! safe flight home!
i'm not sure if i'm going to be writing more entries until after finals.
:)

Day 85/86/87

Oh so it's monday now
i missed a few days
i went to providence!
it was funnnnnn :)
i saw harry potter again
it was just as awesome the second time
umm
then i got back here
but i forgot my glasses :(
not sure how to get them back.
sunday was alright
i did next to nothing
which was sort of stupid

today was monday
class was slow
but it's class
um then i worked out
and then i did work

ahhhhh sooooooo I go to new york in less than 24 hours!!!! :) :) :)
i'm getting there around 9!
funnnnnn
ok. so yeah
bye

meee
but like a few days ago.
meh
idk.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SAjiiEOzOV8
hehehe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fk1Q9y6VVy0&feature=artistob&playnext=1&list=TLirVsUlL7LX0
snow patrol! :) :)

Day 83/84

whooo
um thursday was alright
i got to see harry potter!
it was fucking amazing!
:)
um what else? test. that sucked
but whatever.
sort of my attitude right now
which sucks
i want to change it, but i really can't for some reason
i don't have motivation
which sucks even more
ummm
yeah thursday happened.
then there was friday
which is today
oh fuck, friday sucks so far
sucks so much
i finished my paper on time
!!!!
and now i'm on my way to providence
well, i'm about to walk to the shuttle to get to providence.
i'm exicted :) :) :)
i hope i didn't forget anything.
yup, so i'm not in a good mood
life goeson though
and on
and on
and on
i want to be 30 already
no i don't
yes i do
no i don't
idk...
ok
bye!

Day 82

boom
it's wed
the greek test is done
i fucked up on some of it
i'm not sure what i'm going to get
hmm
but whatever.
i'm not watching psych right now
i sort of want to
sort of don't
i'll wait for sun?
idk...
i haven't finished my paper yet
i haven't studied for arch yet
i'm screwed
it'll be fun though
and i'm waking up at 5 for course enrollment
fuck
it started at 645, then 630, then 600, then 530 , and now it's 5.
a full 2hours before enrollment begins
just so i can get one of the few computers at the lib.
gah.
i would go to the 24 hour lab, if i knew where it is.
:(
anyway, i think i'm going to go to sleep now, because i won't get to sleep again until 4 am tomorrow...which is actually friday.
fun fun!
6 days! which is now 5 days! fuck yes!! i still haven't bought a ticket yet though
i should really get on that.
but i can't decide if i should skip class tues and leave around 8 or 9 am or if should go to class and leave around 4pm on a school provided (but you have to pay for it) bus. if i go at 8 or 9 i would have to take a cab to nyc
is it worth it to leave earlier? is it worth it to go to clasS? i think he expects people to not show up from the way he was talking on tuesday.
i jsut ate a now and later
i regret it
so-so day
oh! i slept through my first class
...again
second time in about a month
it's pretty bad.
garh.
next semester is going to suck if i get the classes i want. cross my fingers!
hah.
um it's fucking windy here. so windy. it's making wind noise which i can hear through a closed window.
maybe that's normal though. i'm not sure
time to go to sleep
health and safety inspection just happened. i passed! fuck yes
haha
everyone passes really.

Day 80/81

yesterday i didn't feel like writing a post

ran, dinner, work, hall meeting, study was my night
i don't remember the day

anyway,
today i slept utnil 12
and i was fucking pissed off
i planned my day starting at 9 am
and it just didn't happen
so i'm 3 hours behind where i should be
right now is my dinner time
but i'm writing a blog post
and wiating for girl talk to download
and i'm going to go get a smoothie soon

hmm, today all i've had is 2 smoothies
and i'm about to get another
oh and i had some chips
and some cookies that i hadn't had in such a long time
i can't think of the brand
but they come in a green package
and it's a white cookie with creme on the inside and then another cookie
like an oreo but 100x better

umm
yeah i have to study
but i was thinking
that i have no fucking idea what i want to do with my life
i always knew i wanted money
but why do i want money?
vacations, nice house, idk...
to get an education...
why do i want an education?
money. it's interesting
but what is it?
i don't know. right now i don't have a major
but i feel like my major doesn't matter
becuase i don't have a job i'm aiming for
i don't want to have a english, language, relgiious, sciencce, or music major
what's left?
idk...
probalby more stuff i could knock off that i can't think of.

right now i don't see the point of college which is sad
becuase it's my next 4 years
and i always thought i would go to grad shcool
but why?
i don't know.
tis' life.