Day 85/86/87

Oh so it's monday now
i missed a few days
i went to providence!
it was funnnnnn :)
i saw harry potter again
it was just as awesome the second time
umm
then i got back here
but i forgot my glasses :(
not sure how to get them back.
sunday was alright
i did next to nothing
which was sort of stupid

today was monday
class was slow
but it's class
um then i worked out
and then i did work

ahhhhh sooooooo I go to new york in less than 24 hours!!!! :) :) :)
i'm getting there around 9!
funnnnnn
ok. so yeah
bye

meee
but like a few days ago.
meh
idk.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SAjiiEOzOV8
hehehe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fk1Q9y6VVy0&feature=artistob&playnext=1&list=TLirVsUlL7LX0
snow patrol! :) :)

Day 83/84

whooo
um thursday was alright
i got to see harry potter!
it was fucking amazing!
:)
um what else? test. that sucked
but whatever.
sort of my attitude right now
which sucks
i want to change it, but i really can't for some reason
i don't have motivation
which sucks even more
ummm
yeah thursday happened.
then there was friday
which is today
oh fuck, friday sucks so far
sucks so much
i finished my paper on time
!!!!
and now i'm on my way to providence
well, i'm about to walk to the shuttle to get to providence.
i'm exicted :) :) :)
i hope i didn't forget anything.
yup, so i'm not in a good mood
life goeson though
and on
and on
and on
i want to be 30 already
no i don't
yes i do
no i don't
idk...
ok
bye!

Day 82

boom
it's wed
the greek test is done
i fucked up on some of it
i'm not sure what i'm going to get
hmm
but whatever.
i'm not watching psych right now
i sort of want to
sort of don't
i'll wait for sun?
idk...
i haven't finished my paper yet
i haven't studied for arch yet
i'm screwed
it'll be fun though
and i'm waking up at 5 for course enrollment
fuck
it started at 645, then 630, then 600, then 530 , and now it's 5.
a full 2hours before enrollment begins
just so i can get one of the few computers at the lib.
gah.
i would go to the 24 hour lab, if i knew where it is.
:(
anyway, i think i'm going to go to sleep now, because i won't get to sleep again until 4 am tomorrow...which is actually friday.
fun fun!
6 days! which is now 5 days! fuck yes!! i still haven't bought a ticket yet though
i should really get on that.
but i can't decide if i should skip class tues and leave around 8 or 9 am or if should go to class and leave around 4pm on a school provided (but you have to pay for it) bus. if i go at 8 or 9 i would have to take a cab to nyc
is it worth it to leave earlier? is it worth it to go to clasS? i think he expects people to not show up from the way he was talking on tuesday.
i jsut ate a now and later
i regret it
so-so day
oh! i slept through my first class
...again
second time in about a month
it's pretty bad.
garh.
next semester is going to suck if i get the classes i want. cross my fingers!
hah.
um it's fucking windy here. so windy. it's making wind noise which i can hear through a closed window.
maybe that's normal though. i'm not sure
time to go to sleep
health and safety inspection just happened. i passed! fuck yes
haha
everyone passes really.

Day 80/81

yesterday i didn't feel like writing a post

ran, dinner, work, hall meeting, study was my night
i don't remember the day

anyway,
today i slept utnil 12
and i was fucking pissed off
i planned my day starting at 9 am
and it just didn't happen
so i'm 3 hours behind where i should be
right now is my dinner time
but i'm writing a blog post
and wiating for girl talk to download
and i'm going to go get a smoothie soon

hmm, today all i've had is 2 smoothies
and i'm about to get another
oh and i had some chips
and some cookies that i hadn't had in such a long time
i can't think of the brand
but they come in a green package
and it's a white cookie with creme on the inside and then another cookie
like an oreo but 100x better

umm
yeah i have to study
but i was thinking
that i have no fucking idea what i want to do with my life
i always knew i wanted money
but why do i want money?
vacations, nice house, idk...
to get an education...
why do i want an education?
money. it's interesting
but what is it?
i don't know. right now i don't have a major
but i feel like my major doesn't matter
becuase i don't have a job i'm aiming for
i don't want to have a english, language, relgiious, sciencce, or music major
what's left?
idk...
probalby more stuff i could knock off that i can't think of.

right now i don't see the point of college which is sad
becuase it's my next 4 years
and i always thought i would go to grad shcool
but why?
i don't know.
tis' life.

Day 79

my day =
sleep
eat
study
study
study
eat
study
study
eat
computer
study
talk to people
church
here.
going to go study more.
fuck greek
and the fucking declensions
and principle parts.
and fuck it all
i wish i took latin
it's 100x easier.

Day 78

heyyy
today was cool
idk...
i don't really remember
oh fuck wait it wasn't too cool
so i had breakfast
which was good!
french toast!!
then, 20ish minutes later, i went on a run with a friend
and i almost threw up at the end
i got dizzy, my vision blurred, and i had to sit down
it really freaked me out
then i slowly  jogged back to her dorm
then i worked from 12-4
sort of a bad decision to do that.
but whatever
then i sat around for a while
i said i would do work at 5
i went downstairs at 5
to go get something to drink
turns out the pizza party thing was goign on
so i mingled and had some pizza
then i went to the social room
and watched some of hte pursuit of happyness
then i went to dinner at 7
it was good
actually, it wasn't at all
but that's ok
then i went to um my room
and chatted with catheirne
at 9 i was goign to do work
i ended up talking until 10
garh
then i um went upstairs to hang out with some people
and we watched spider man
and i had more pizza
i had soooo much pizza today (gross...i had it during my break during lunch, then i had it for the pizza party, then i had some more at the movie...too much!)
after the movie i hung out with some people on the floor
5th floor is sooooo cool!
i like it much more than my floor...sadly,
but my floor is still cool. it's nice, it's easy walking.
then um i went to the fourth floor with some guys
i've never been on the 4th, but now i've been on 1-5! success!
yeah, it was cool
the rooms are so small for forced triples...but it makes sense since it's a forced triple.
umm then i got back to my room like 10 minutes ago
and there were some people drinking - like 6? and a prospective. he was such a small kid.
so now we have some bottles
and cups
ha. but whatever.
people just put them in the recycling the next day.
eh, so it was a fun night, but a bad day for studying/doing work.
um idk... not much else to say.

Day 77

tired
i'm spending this weekend with my face in the books
that's the expression, right?
i'm studying like no other
i'm waking up at 845 tomorrow
brunch at 930 i think
umm
anyway today
i was so tired
i had a headache all day
classes were alright
1/4 of the people in my psych class weren't there - like 25 people
and then i just didn't have the effort to study for the read of the day after psych
i had the worst headache (still do, but it's less bad)
i ended up going to a play (hay fever)
it was alright
i fell asleep twice
but not because it was bad, but because i needed sleep
the other people there said it was really funny
um, then i watched the end of harry potter
and watched the first hour of the hangover
now i'm back here
idk.
not that exciting
but it was fun nonetheless
i really just ened sleep though
i might take a shift tomorrow at work, because i want money
i like to buy stuff with my own money
it makes me feel better about buying clothes/shoes/food/anything
then i don't feel like my parents are wasting their money on me...
yeah. anyway
no picture...err i can take one now, but it won't be that good.

i tried to include some of the room in the picture.
ummmm 10 days >!?!?!?!?!??!?
=D
=D
=D
=D
...i still don't know what i'm doing for thanksgiving dinner ...
i want to go to long island, but i don't think that's going to happen.
eh, i'll figure it out soon enough

Day 76

hey
i shouldn't write much
last night my roommate around 1:30 am ish said can you go on your computer outside the room?
which made sense, my keys are loud, and i felt bad.
but she's trying to sleep now
so i shoudln't stay on here long
day was ok
what happeneD?
idk...
oh archaeology
and i got my pay check
and i worked!
today has been an ok day
i found out i have a 5 page paper due on friday
and i'm going to hp thursday night
so that sucks
paper M
test W
test Th
(HP)
paper F

ah sucks.
whatever, i'll get over it.
i'm considering skipping class on tuesday
next tuesday
the one before break
good idea?
idk
we'll see...
bye!

Day 75

hey
nothing to talk about
finished tough day 1
tough days 2,3,4 are next week
i'll tell you when they arrive
after classes, i did NOTHING
i walked around, watched tv, cooled off, didn't think
it was good
calming
peaceful
waste of my time

but now tomorrow is back to studying
i shall write more tomorrow
i hope
http://boston.cbslocal.com/2010/11/10/worcester-wants-holy-cross-students-to-quiet-down/
read that, if you want .
lol?
ok...
nevermind
bubye
i think my roommate has been trying to sleep since 11:30 and it's now 1:45
i came back to the room at 12:45
whatever.
i dont leave the light on, i just type...

Day 74

I really need a point to these blogs
I feel as though there really is no point... I'm just writing what i do everyday
but whatever.
i still enjoy it

um test tomorrow
presentation tomorrow
quiz tomorrow
i'm completley prepared for none...
i'm waking up at 715 for breakfast.
i'm excited for that.  no sarcasm
14 days
now 13.
i'm excited for thanksigiving.
i'm hungry
my roommate got a new poster.
of flight of the conchords.

day is over.
time to sleep
nothing interesting happened today that i remember.
i think i'm really anxious for my test tomorrow because my hand is starting to waver (?) shake... idk, it's weird
i have too much energy when i shouldn't and i think it's anxiety.
idk...
i reallly just want tomorrow to be done with.
bye!

oh music, yeah
so we have a music radio station here at hc. it's cool
that's about it.
um
here's a song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jY6t51I8R0
i think that was one of the first few songs i posted.
it's been stuck in my head all day. especailly the begining.

Day 73

Today is today was today
hmmm
i woke up, went to class, had a bagel, then another bagel(blueberry this time), finished the crossword in 30 minutes!- monday is always so easy, went to class, went to lunch, went to dorm room
the door had sticky notes all over it saying happy birthday for my roommate
went downstairs
got some work done
went to the library got more work done
studied
went to dinner
tried to do work for an hour, watched hulu instead
went to work
work ended
had some pizza and fries
the fries were terrible
the pizza was ok...
i already had dinner though
um my dad called 5 times while i was at work...
oh! i got a package! it was fun! :)
ummm went to the basement, didn't get much work done
now i'm here
still in the basement, chatting though
kid cudi's new album droppppps today

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jM3R91G9rsA

meh, i got an email from 10,000 hours show. i'm sad i'm missing it this year.
i hope it's only an ok artist, not a really good one i would so love to see for free...

yeah, my day.
i'm having um ...waht's-it-called...enrollment issues.

Day 72

ahhh today i had breakfast! it was pretty good...
um then i went to a review session with professor
then i did almost nothing
then i cleaned my room
then i put up some stuff i've gotten from people on my wall
here it is:

it's only jared and sonya :( i want more letterS!!!

they're fun to read. i want letters with colors too! i hope my roommate doesn't read them, eh whatever...

so, then i watched some of a football game i think? i don't remember

patriots lost :(

giants won :)

then i had dinner which was alright

some stuff was left over (like salad lettuce) from the presidents dinner and i had some because it's much better quality than food from the dining hall

umm then i tried to do some greek work

then i got really excited about thanksgiving! i'm so excited but i can't take down a post it yet, that starts on monday

then i don't know... i took a shower. 

this day hasn't been that exciting

i went to church

oh! it's the first snow fall 

well, it's more like snow-slush-ice-small hail- rain weird stuff

you can see snow underneath trees, but everywehre else it's just water

but if you look at a light, you can see snow, but when it lands it's hail-ish

idk...

anyway, there were streakers, but i only heard, didn't see

oh! i also made my roommate a happy birthday sign and posted it on the door because i didn't know what else to do for her bday

she's been in boston all weekend and comes back tomorrow (her bday)

yeah, that's about it

here's a few fun songs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryH5cga0yUI

oh wait, i had like 3 or 4 but i realized i closed the tabs earlier today, so sorry :(

oh! i got harry potter tickets for midnight! people on my floor decided on the midnight showing instead of imax, but that's ok. 

ok bye!

Day 71

19 days!

fuck yes!

or 18?

ummm today was uneventful. 

i woke up at 11, then 1130, then 12 thinking oh i will for sure wake up so i can get some breakfast/brunch

then i slept utnil 1230 and when i woke up i said, ohfuck! 

and i think my roommate heard and laughed

but it was bad because i was suppoes to meet someone in the basement at 1230 to work on a presentation. 

but it's ok, because he didn't show up and hten i texted him and he showed up around 1. 

we worked until 130, 

then i messed around online

i considered going to the football game but in the end decided not to

then i decided to take a work shift

and i worked from 4-730

it was alright

i get money

mo money mo problems?

i hope not...

um then i got back and my roommate had left for boston

umm then i decided to try to do some work, but i really haven't gotten around to it and it's now midnight

i pruposely stayed in my room tonight to do work and study, but nothing's happened. 

:(

i'm vid chatting with catherine though! =D

that is my countdown to thanksgiving made of post it notes on my desk

my desk is quite messy too. 

the papers are all of my class schedules, highlighted with important dates. yup. but none of that is visible

the post it notes say 6DAYS 5DAYs 4 DAYS. and some have psych exam or arch paper or prob set written on them... the last one just says TODAY 4 PM! i'm so excited for break! not sure why though. maybe there isn't just one specific reason... 1. no work (but there will be, from what i heard, and more than i can imagine...) 2. see my brother 3. be in the city 4. see catherine and kui! 5. real food 6. sleep 7. adventure! i don't really know, but i'm just so excited! there's got to be more reasons too... i just need to think of them! i wont be seeing my parents or other bros though :( or go to tradition thanksigivng :(

Day 70

I thought I edited day 69, but it doesn't show up.
eh whatever.
today was today was today is today

i went to the season opener hockey game! it was so much fun even though we lost :(
tomorrow is the football game against lehigh and if we beat lehigh we'll win the league or something...
but i'm probalby not going to go to the game, because i have to do work.
and another hockey game is tomorrow night.
anyway,
after the game we played pool and watched the celtics game which was cool. they're undefeated!
and then we listened to this hilarious comedian.
here's his website: http://www.ronniejordan.net/
he did a hilarious impression of ruben from american idol
but during this time, my roommate was texting me telling me how she was locked out of the building (she forgot her keycard). i definitley didn't want to leave and walk in teh cold to go let her in. so i told her that when i get back to the dorm,  i'll let her in. it was dumb though because all she has to do is wait less than 10 minutes and she'll get on the floor...and 10 minutes isn't bad if you forgot your keycard.  idk.. i sort of felt like she was trying to use me because she thought i wouldn't have anything else to do but to go let her into the dorm...
whatever.
anyway, after that, we went back to the dorm (lol...) and then hung out in the basement which was cool. one of the RAs let us into the RA office and we got ice cream!! it was delicious, but i wanted some chocolate syrup too.
then we talked for a while until 2:30 hah....
and now, i'm going to go to sleep. i know i forgot other stuff from teh day, but whatever.
i didn't get my boots today :(
my roommate is leaving for the weekend, if anyone wants to come down, they most likely probalby can. just text me...
oh, have you seen this website? i would imagine so because it's in the news right now
http://www.lamebook.com/page/4/
it's funny, well some of it is.
oh and i planned out my next few weeks.
it goes

Wed 10th
Greek - Quiz
Psych - Test
Mont - Presentation

Fri 12th
Arch - Paper

Wed 17th
Greek - Test

Thurs 18th
Arch - Test

Fri 19th
Mont - Paper

I'm finding this schedule a little rough for the last few weeks before break...gah!

Day 69

LOL
um my roommate is TRYING to sleep so i cant type much
i will later (tom)
but today scuked beyond belief.
i'll explain later
just wantedd to write this post to stay up with the days...

EDIT!!
alright, so the day started out ok. i don't actually remember how it started. oh! i woke up at 10 and i went downstairs to meet someone to work on montserrat. he never showed! i didn't bring my laptop down becuase he was suppose to, so i couldn't do the work. i watched tv for a while and started my greek homework.
then i went to the mail place to check my mail and i didn't get my paycheck.
then i went to class, and it was boring, but i guess that's normal
then i went to check my mail again becuase i was going to go to the building anyway and i got my paycheck but it was only $24. i was definitley expectign much more!
oh and it was fucking pouring all day so my shoes were soaked...
anyway, after that i went to work and it was work, which is never really good
so, so far the day has been mediocre. not good, just ok.

but then the day  just got terrible
because after work, i went straight to the basement to work on montserrat, and when i went to the group they had gotten one point on one problem done which took them an hour. it should have only taken less than 10 minutes.  they did 2c... we still had four very long proofs left.
anyway, so there were 6 or 7 of us. and i sat down and started the proofs because people weren't working.
i thought of a way to do it and another girl helped with the reasons behind why it's true. then most everyone else just copied it, which at the time was ok,becuase they were going to help with the next ones.
but i ended up figuring out the next three because they would just look at the page and say idk OR just not even look at the page and just look at me or the other girl waiting for an answer...and they just kept copying. and one guy, in particular, would leave and socialize and then come back and say so what do we have so far? and i was so mad! i didn't want people copying my work!
so as i was finishing my proof for the last one which everyone except 2 other people had given up on (the 2 tried to solve it too, so i was fine with them looking at how i solved it), i told the 2 people to NOT share the answer with the guy because he CLEARLY was just mooching off of me (us?). and the guy came over asking, so what do we have so far? and i didn't say anything along with eveyrone else. and then he just stared as i kept talking about the proof...and then like 5 minutes later he asked so how do you do this? and one of the 2 guys just gives him his notebook and i was so pissed!
essentially the guy got every answer except for 2c from me. i figured out 1, 2ab, 3abcd
well, i guess essentially eveyrone got their fucking answers from me! except one of the girls really did do work and looked up the postualtes and stuff for me to write down. but really, it just pissed me off! and i was going to tell the professor, but ive just decided to go and not work with anyone on the next problem sets.

ANYWAY, i'm not sure if any of that made sense. it's probalby not even worth reading.
well that work ended at 1130 and i still hadn't studied for my greek quiz or finished the homewokr.
so i got some coffee drink at midnight ish which just fucked up my night more because i couldn't sleep until 4.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
this was a bad day byt the time it was midnight.
but it may not seem that way.

Day 68

umm today was alright
went to class and stuff
tonight we had this thing with 1st floor girls and 4th floor boys where we each wrote down a question we wanted to ask the other gender and then we turned them in to the leaders and they asked them out loud.
it really wasn't as interesting as people thought it would be.
but we got ice cream! strawberry ice cream with oreo topping and whipped cream and chocolate syrup! delicious!
we were sort of required to go though...

um then i just hang out with some people in the basement and it was fun. we talked and hung out and it was cool although i didn't get much work done.

andddd i got back to my room at like 10pm today to let this girl in who was talking to my roommate in the room. and she left her stuff and my roommate was doing something not in the dorm, so i let her in to get her stuff.
and when i went back later around 11 to get some food i realized that some of my chocolate bars were opened and eaten. i'm SO mad because i let them in a closed plastic bag on my desk and none of them were opened! and i hadn't even started eating them yet. i was saving them because they're from europe. and it just annoys me too because i spent money on them (but they didn't cost a lot, so it's not sooo bad). and they were going to sort of be part of a christmas present too if i saved them that long (i'll probably eat them all).
it just really annoys me. i don't eat my roommate's food and i definitely don't offer it up to my friends. wtf would she do that? and why were they going through stuff on my desk that's in a closed plastic bag? in the back corner. ughhhh
i really haven't minded my roommate until now so much. but i odn't know if i'll address this or not. i probalby should but it could just be an awkward conversation and i'll probalby jsut end up saying "oh, it's fine" because she really can't go out and get some more of this chocolate. ughhhh life was ok, just ok, until now.
grahhhhh
i want it to be thanksgiving break.
i'll start a countdown. T-20

Day 67

Heylo
today was alright
i slept a lot
i went to breakfast too
i finish the nyt crossword puzzle
(with help)
i went to class
i didn't do laundry :(
i sort of studied
i went to crew practice
(last everyone-there practice until after thanksgiving :( )
i found out that to use all of my meal swipes, i need to have breakfast lunch and dinner everyday for the rest of my time here...so i think people should visit me so i don't have to do that, and so i don't have to waste them
but whatever.
it's fine
really, my day wasn't that eventful which i just realized.
i surely did something...but i didn't
oh! i had THE most delicious dessert ever! it was chocolate and fudgy maybe and oreo crumbs maybe and deliciousness! and fluffy! delicious!
i had a headache today too :(
yeah, that's about it.
i have a picture today.
i didn't vote. nope.
but republicans took over the house?
and senate is still undecided?
at least from what i've read so far.
eh, my vote in iowa wouldn't have made culver or conlin win  OR it wouldn't have made grassley and branstad win more.
and if i voted in massachusetts, i would have felt bad since i don't know any of the candidates that well and i don't think it would have mattered. mass is really democratic, any vote i add wouldn't have affected the results. stronger win or still win...wouldn't matter.

but, i actually had a thought today, which i've forgotten. i actually wanted people's opinions on it...but sadly, i've forgotten what i wanted to ask/say...maybe tomorrow i'll remember.
fuck it's nov 3! it's 1:42 am! ahh

here's a song. i can't listen past the first 20 seconds. my head starts to hurt :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_76SjY99EYw

and a video with my two new favorite drinks they have here.

mhmmmmmmmm.

Day 66

omg i can only tell you how difficult it was for me to fall asleep last night.
i got in bed around 2? 130? 1? i don't remember
and i stayed in bed, awake, until 6 when at that time i somehow managed to fall asleep.
how the fuck did i stay awake for that long in my bed wanting to fall asleep but failing to? gah...
i only got 2 hours.
now i'm sort of tired, but not really

for rowing, we received an email of who was going to row today, and i was not.
so i thought, oh, i can eat at 330, because i wont be working out in a half hour.
buttttt at 410 coach texted all of us saying to go to the tanks and do a 6k on the ergs.
well, fuck my life.
it was terrible.half way through i could taste my 330lunch in my mouth.
my time was terrible, which really just sucks. there goes any of my chances at racing this weekend :(
but i did get to race last weekend, so all is fair. at least i like to tell myself that.

i worked today too. it was a terribly boring shift. i had tortellini for dinner though.
hmmmm not much else to say
except I wish I could be http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBa9QlzEWA4
goodbye :)